Log in

No account? Create an account
fuckkkers [entries|friends|calendar]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[30 Sep 2005|12:28am]
i forgot i had a livejournal. haha
Fall in love?

what's up fuckers!!! [09 Jan 2005|01:22pm]
uhm.... hows everyone??!? im good. working and making money.. as usual. i miss you fuckers. i havent really been doing anything but working drinking and getting fucked up. i had a grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat new years... i can barley remember most of it and i enjoyed myself. if you wanna see me you will leave me a reply, bye bitches
Fall in love?

whats up fuckerz [27 Dec 2004|07:00pm]
[ mood | happy ]

well long time no write. first off Merry Christmas and Happy New Years fuckers. I have been doing great. i went to leftover crack when they came this year and that shit was crazy fun. I am in alabama right now. i just got here from new orleans because i went there for christmas and i have been enjoying myself these holidays. i cant wait to get home though. i miss my bf afro denny <3 hmmm... it sucks. we just like got together kinda but i like him alot. like crazy. i dont even really worry about anyone else anymore but him and my friends. THAT is my baby and he has WONDERFUL friends... although he does do some things i dont quite approve of, he is a GREAT bf. hmm... i dunno. i was suppose to be going to college in January but i am the biggest procrastinater so it wont be until next semester when i will be attending. shitty. i miss alot of people. where the fuck is everyone????


3 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

live journal is for... [14 Oct 2004|11:10pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]

- people with too much time

i wish i was super cool and could update like all the time to let you people who dont care about me know whats going on in my life. but right now i got plenty of time because i am waiting for my prince to come and get me.

well i am out of school. making plenty of money. and 'living the fast life' -which some would say, but you know what i have lots of money beer and pot and i dont pay for much anymore. i got everything i want..ha! i dont know many people that brag about how great life is going for them right now. everyone bitches about school, or being pregnet, or not being able to do what they want because of money or having no where to hang out.. i got pretty much all i want.. and BETTER views on life. im gonna be just like paris. 'never work hard and always live to party <3'--thats from me*

ps- halloween horror nights is so not scary...

2 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

well well well... i guess its time to get serious.. [09 Aug 2004|11:09pm]
so i am deciding to write about something???

i miss so many things and so many people but i don't know where to start. this summer went by so quickly and i didn't do much other than get drunk, high, or something else. ever since school got out and i stopped harassing some people to hangout with me, i pretty much turned into a loner. but i miss hanging out with people and shit. i dunno. everytime i try to hangout it doesn't work. i get the feeling that im "unwanted"-- which i shouldn't feel if some people really considered me there friend.

i dunno.
im bored. and tired. and sic.

i need some friends or i might do something crazy... like shoot you in the motherfucking face with a .09mm... if that makes any sense.

i dunno, off to my spot to "clear my mind"

fjgajkgh jkfgnn ,mn.,gfjgn
2 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

wellllll [05 Aug 2004|01:40am]
so after my last drunken night i said fuck it to live journal.. but lookie where i landed. ha! just lost my job and im a loser again. oh well. i get paid tomorrow and im getting an ounce of weed to smoke in my lonesome cause im a loner now. muahah. i'll be in my room smokinnnnnnnnnn all day tomorrow and i might need some company.. =(

What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?
Flirting Skill Level - 29%
Kissing Skill Level - 53%
Cudding Skill Level - 25%
Sex Skill Level - 33%
Why They Love You You give much more than you receive.
Why They Hate You You're too good to be true.
This cool quiz by lady_wintermoon - Taken 469515 Times.
New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology

1 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

[27 Jun 2004|03:08am]
at this point and time ni my life im ready to say fuck it all. everything.

Fall in love?

[27 Jun 2004|02:44am]
it only seems as if my night could get any worse. nothing is ogignn what i want it to and i want to cry.


he wont suffer because they are all on his side and i am just the "new girl" i want to cry. really bad... but i cant. something inside me wont let it happen because. just because...
Fall in love?

death is coming for you.... [26 Jun 2004|11:29am]
last night my world ended. i got my fake i.d. taken because this dumb whore decided to tell the bouncer guy in bbq bar that i am 17. YOU ARE GOING TO DIE MIRAIM. OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL YOUR GAY ASS FAG MUNCHIN NAME.
Fall in love?

[18 Jun 2004|10:45pm]
well first thing first, joel im sorry.

now moving on. everyone sucks, especially those who have someone that they are in love with and state their love on live journal. im in a hate mood. but im going downtown to drink some cause im 23 and then maybe pahtee. i wish the people who say they were my friends would be my friend but oh well fuck them nuggaz. i got real ones and i dont need ANY of you assholes. <333

ps- life is good.
Fall in love?

heyfucker read [12 Jun 2004|04:29pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

well lately a lot has been going through my mind here goes:

dear _______
i wish you would stay away from my best friend. i do like hanging out with you but i dont like how you are acting over this boy-- that you do not know, and probably doesnt like you. eh. do whatever you want.
<3 me

dear _______
i think you are a complete asshole. it sucks that you are so fake, around all of your little homo friends. i coulda been a good gal to you. i couldve treated you right. oh well fuck you. i was there for you when you almost died.. and if it wasnt for me youd be dead.i did some gross things for you cause i thought it would prove.. something.--it didnt. you're a cunt and i hope you slit your wrist =]
<3 me

dear ________
how can you makeout with someone in the same house as me knowing i like you. *at a party I INVITED YOU TO. oh well. im not dumb, enjoi the one night of pleasure where you lost something that took 9 months to build.
<3 me

dear _______
i HATE you. i am going to do something to something you value pretty soon. i hate how FAKE you act when you see me. i hate going to places and hearing you yell "we're all going to ___ and you cant go because no one there knows you." i wish you would kill yourself. it would make my nights out with friends better. what you are doing right now is a complete shock to some people-- but not me. i know a whore when i see one.. watchout cause when you least expect it i might slap the shit out of you.
<3 me

and finally

dear ++++++
i liked you. you liked me. but im not good for you because im not old enough to drink or i dont live by you. oh well. you're missing out now bitch cause according to my i.d.i am 23 yrs old... and i can drink anywhere i want. good luck with her. I REALLY WANT TO SAY SOMETHING BUT IM NOT THAT HORRIBLE OF A PERSON.
<3 me

now that i got that off my chest. Marissas 18th bday pah-tee was fun. i got shit face and passed out. i woke up with dirt all over the back of my shirt and the bottom of my pants withno one home. eh- it was a good night.<3

3 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

hey fuckers... [25 May 2004|04:40pm]
well i havent updated in a bit.. here goes..

schools done for good. i graduated about a week ago and i havent done anything since. but relax. i'm on vacation and only seeing those i want to see. since i have graduated i have been thinking alot about what i want to do with my life and who i want to be in my life... i havent seen a lot of people who i thought were friends but i have been hanging out with old aqcuantices (sp) that i am glad i am talking to again. i need a job badly. i have been needing one for a while because now that i dont ever have to go to school agin i need to do something to keep me busy... hmm we'll see. i dont know. i am so happy to be finished with school yippe!!
9 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

what a weekend [19 Apr 2004|10:50am]
so this weekend was kinda fun i guess.

Friday: I went to stevens 18th birthday party and got shit face drunk. I also got really stoned with garet and matt and blink and everyone else. brett puked all over himself and my left boob. i had fun taking care of him. i also had fun with my winn dixie oreos. i miss them much. eric and jon think i need to wear more clothes.. but then again who doesnt. i had a great night but had a hard time trying to fall asleep with two stoned boys (will and blink) laughing in the middle of the night. i had a wonderful time.

Saturday: woke up at 930 having to pee really bad, and then i woke up the other monkeys, matt, blink, will, and zack. waked and baked.and then hung out and watched south park and american psycho 2 which sucked. went home. later that night went to the broken army, faf, invertbrats, blac bloc show. kelsey was there with his studness.. but he only gave me bad news that i didnt want to hear. oh well. zack looked beautiful dressed as a girl. i wanted to feel him up but he wouldn't let me. my skirt also was lifted up countless times that night... i learned my lesson. all in all i had a good night it was a fun show.. and we went to taco smell after.

Sunday was my relax and get stoned day. i visited vitor at work and got really drunk/high with nathalie.

and today well i am in school suppose to be doing a project but fuck that. me and christine might try to go rescue her boyfriends little brother from school.. this should be fun!! oh i love my grillo.

14 days left of high school. i'm so fucking happy <3

4 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

[09 Apr 2004|10:46am]
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "The ghetto was not guarded. Everyone could come and go as they please"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: the desk
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: strangers with candy on DVD
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 10:45am
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 10:47
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: spanish music playing on my teachers computer and mr plascencia and christina talking
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: when it was time to change classes, and i was talking my ass off trying to find a way to get high.
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: email
9: What are you wearing?: khakie shorts and a yellow shirt
10: Did you dream last night? yess
11: When did you last laugh? with ms christina
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: "think its harmless to drive stoned" --poseter
13: Seen anything weird lately?: the kids at colonial
14: What do you think of this quiz?: lame.but im bored and i stole it
15: What is the last film you saw?: Evil Dead
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: pot
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: i am realy excited about graduating and i want my nipples pierced
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: less fighting and more loving. living is all about being happy and doing whatever it takes to be happy.
19: Do you like to dance?: uhh yea.im a dancin fool.
20: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: Janey
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Sid
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: why not?
23: Will you pass on this survey?: uhhhmm???i guess?
1 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

[09 Apr 2004|10:38am]

at school and its boring. =/
2 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

drunk [04 Apr 2004|11:43pm]
well i had a goodo weekend. i hung out with a guy i met at downey and went to a high school party and git pretty drunk. i saw marie pitzer there and treid to fight her while she continued to try and "squash the beef" with me and her ... psh yea right i was drunk and i hate marie.. no swquashing of the beef got started there.. and then saturday i went to a invertbrats/blac bloc/cerephesis show2 and i love all of those kids so i had fun. me alyssa maria molly and cara were all drunk and at the show and we had a good time. some dumb bitch tried fuckin kicking me, and so me and alyssa were after her some of the night, oh and brett, blink and josh were so fuckd up it was funny. i had a good night though i hung out with some new kids, and made out with someone new-- beause the person i wanted to make outwith wouldnt buldge because of certain circumstances. whatever. but last night was fun because we ended up going downtown. i got so tired of people saying against me sucks because i love them and when they come may 2 i will be there no matter what you fags say suck my dick! BUT I FOUND OUT IHAVE A NEW FRIEND THAT LIVES IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD AND HE IS GOING TO TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY POWERCORDS SO MY FUCKIGN BAND CAN AT LEAST HAVE SOMEWHER TO START... oh life is getting great.
oh h and graduation is coming up. im getting butterflies in my tummy becauise my family is coing up may 15th ech!
5 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

welllllll [29 Mar 2004|03:05pm]
so i havent updated lately. last weekend i had the best one in a while. i hung out with this kid i used to stalk in 10th grade.. haha and we drank 2 bottles of grey goose. fun. then on saturday night i hung out with total chaos... and.. i had a .... GOOD NIGHT =) but i didnt go see the virus which i wanted to do cause i wanted to see a few people that are important.. oh well. i got to hang out with total chaos and the unseen so I HAD A GOOD NIGHT <3

anyone know any places that are hiring.. i need a fucking job

1 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

ouchies [19 Mar 2004|01:23pm]
my head hurtsssssss...

i had a little much to drink last night.

yummmmmmmm rum and coke.


7 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

i hate you all... [17 Mar 2004|11:16pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

well spring break has had it's up's and downs... but here goes. Marissa cut my hair the other day... and its wonderful. thats all the good news. last night i hung out with Brett, Blink, Travis, Christine, and Marissa.. I had so much fun with them. <3 we tried to get drunk but then realized tha black man who bought our "quartz" hadn't really bought us quartz.. but 22 ounces... so i chug mines.. and no where near drunk. so we went to wal-greens.. and i got some dramamamamamameine and since brett, blink, and travis were already trippin i took mines and got really fuckd up. i remeber going into this little square box thingie, and staying there for a while... travis keep freaking me out because i'd have my eyes open, close them for one second, open them again and out of nowhere i see like this alien looking thing.. and then i open my eyes wider.. and its just travis... ::phew:: i was seeing a bunch of scary shit too.. but then again i had fun.. and i got 12 moer to do some other time though.. it was fun fun fun.. (it would have been even funner if zack was there.. n replace for someone that was there) but yea. it was alright. then i get in christines car and see stars on the lights, and when we get in the house i could have sworn i was on the phone talking to joel.. but then i looked down and realized there was no phone to my ear.. so i am bambling out loud about nothing.. fun.

moving on to tonight. so i have a new KILL LIST.

1. Steven
2.Gay Adam
3. Marie Pitzer

oOoOoOo mannnnnnnn and i was gonna go downtown with heather but she isnt answering her phone... HOW MANY TIMES CAN I GET DITCHED IN ONE DAY???????? OH WELL .. karma.. dearies .. karma.. what goes around comes around.. and if it doesn't then i'll make SOMETHING happen.... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

cant wait to go to another first amendment funeral show.. hehehe im bringing lots of veggies for adam!!!!!!!!!

im real bitter right now.
<3 Janey

ps. MAR 27 TOTAL CHAOS W/ FUNERAL DRESS @ WILLS PUB.... get the fuck out there bitch!

5 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

good times [29 Feb 2004|01:45pm]
so i had fun last night. i had a LOT of fun. i got drunk by like 6 and then got high and did some codine thanks to my *lovely* friend GrIlLo. i also went by hectors and i didnt know anybody there. i saw this one band Blackkkorpse. or some shit play and it was funny. the lead singer was this black kid, and the lyrics he was singing were all like nazi comments towards black people. i dont think he was serious. i thought it was hilarious-- hence i'm black.

when i got back to ivans the edgewater kids had already left (and it was only like 1230AM) talk about party poopers.



8 Broken Hearted Fall in love?

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]